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25May/100

Week 21 Day 2 – The Destructive Power of Pride

Esther 6:1-7:10

Many times we can learn a great deal when we study the villain in a story.  Haman is a classic villain in the drama of Esther.  He is full of himself and is driven by the need to be idolized by everyone.  His entire self-concept is wrapped up in the notion that every person in the kingdom bows before his presence.

Can’t you just picture the scene in your mind?  Haman enters the picture and the people fall to the ground in waves.  With every prostrate subject that falls, another pump of pompous air rushes into the ego of Haman’s head.  He struts before the abject masses, gloating his superiority.  And then, pop!  There is a burst in the bubble.  There is a wrinkle in the perfect picture.  The air begins hissing out of Haman’s ego as he stares across the crowd at one lone figure who is...standing.  Mordecai!  That one man; that insolent creature who dares defy Haman’s magnificence!  No one will stand in Haman’s way.  Mordecai will pay!  Play the dramatic music.

Isn’t that exactly what pride does to us?  Pride is a self-focused attitude.  When pride rules our lives we must be in control of our circumstances.  We must be in control of the people around us. Our agendas must rule the day. Pride is all about control.  With pride there is no room for loving the other.  The other is simply a means to our self-appointed agenda.  With pride there is no room for varying opinions or competitive viewpoints.  With pride all opposition must be eliminated.  With absolute pride and absolute control come absolute corruption and the propensity to take any measure - even the eradication of a race -- to preserve the desired self-image.

How much control does pride have on your life today?  Are you able to lovingly entertain ideas that are contrary to your own?  Are you able to share the spotlight with others or even, heaven forbid, admit that others are better or more qualified in something than you are?  Are you able to share your burdens with others and allow them to see your weaknesses so that they can hold you accountable and prop you up in times of weakness?  Are you able to keep your mouth closed when it is not your turn to speak and let someone else have an original idea without stealing some of their thunder?

If you said no to any of these questions, then you may be struggling with pride.  Hear this, the person who walks with pride will always get hung on his own gallows.

Ultimately pride is a form of deception.  It is lying.  No one is as good or as competent or as powerful as pride presents us to be.  The projection of pride is a false projection and a lie.  Lies breed lies.  Truth speakers expose lies.  Liars try to silence truth speakers.  There is conflict, there is bloodshed, and ultimately, when pride is unchecked, there is tragedy.

The antithesis of pride is humility.  Humility is not weakness, it is truth.  Humility speaks the truth in all circumstances.  Humility says, "I am good at this, not so good at that.  You are good at this and I applaud you for it.  Let me do this and you do that.  Together we can make a great team."

Mordecai was a truth speaker.  He was a humble man who patiently did what was right, and in the end was exalted. 

Where are you today?  Are you more like Haman, building gallows somewhere to preserve your all-important image.  Or are you like Mordecai, content with being a lowly truth-speaker, patiently waiting on the sovereign hand of God to do His work in His timing?

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24May/100

Week 21 Day 1 – For Such a Time as This

Esther 1:1-4:17

If you haven’t noticed yet, life tends to take many unexpected twists and turns along its course.  As young people we tend to dream big dreams and set a course for ourselves that makes complete sense.  If we are Christians during that trajectory-setting stage, we may even make very godly plans for our lives.  Then, we set out to follow our dreams. 

Many times, as we venture out, circumstances come across our path that seem to make no sense at all.  Our parents become ill and we must take care of them, putting our schooling on hold.  A child is born that has a birth defect that demands much of our time and attention.  A close friend betrays us and we lose something significant, whether it be a financial loss, our reputation, or our trust in the goodness of people.  A world event strikes -- the attack on the World Trade Center, economic collapse, the outbreak of war -- and everything is turned upside down.  No matter how large or small the "interruptions" may be, we must constantly make course corrections along the path of life.

When this happens, how do you respond?  Do you shake a fist at God and say, "how could you do this to me?  I thought we had a deal."  Do you throw up your hands in defeat and say, "I’m never going to accomplish anything."

As a young, Jewish girl, living as a second-class citizen, Esther probably never imagined that her path would lead to the throne of Persia.  In this place in time, space, and history, a young girl’s fate was completely in the hands of the men in her culture.  In the beginning, Esther was nothing more than a pretty face.  That face got her selected to be part of the beauty pageant that Xerxes had assembled in order to find a replacement for his former, stubborn, self-willed queen Vashti.  Esther was caught up in a whirlwind of beauty treatments and cultural training that was forced upon her by the culture that had been oppressing her people for 70 years. 

What could have been going through her mind during this period of time? "God, why have you allowed your people to be oppressed like this for so long?"  "Why have you allowed me to be treated like a hunk of meat or a pig shown at the county fair?"  "Why must I be told what to do by these people?"  "Now that I have been chosen to be the queen, the maidservant of Xerxes, how am I to behave?  Am I supposed to love this man?  How can I be at peace when I cannot even enter his presence without his invitation?  How can I be free when my mere facial expressions could cost me my life?  Why, God?"

Then, one day, Mordecai made a proposition to Esther.  She was to go before the King and blow the whistle on Haman and request equal rights for the Jews.  This act could bring her the death sentence.  By doing this she would be risking everything.  Then Mordecai uttered those immortal words. "Who knows but that you have come to royal position for such a time as this?"

Yes, Esther, there was a reason for all the injustices you suffered.  There was a reason for everything.  Esther stepped up to the plate and acted upon the opportunity that God had orchestrated for her to make a big difference in the lives of her people.

In our lives we may never get to see the dramatic, big-picture reason why circumstances happen in our lives, but we can hold on to the truth that we learn in Esther’s story.  God does have a reason for it all.  It has been said that there is no waste in God’s economy.  Paul told us that God can bring good out of all things for those who love Him. 

Whatever your circumstances are today, no matter how trying they may be, remember that God is in control.  Even when we can’t make sense out of it, God is working His good.  Try to find the good today, and give God the glory.

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